When Things Don’t Make Sense

my favorite quote by Corrie Ten Boom - She helped some Jews avoid concentration camps. Late in life, she spoke to crowds about how to love your enemies (including a former camp guard she forgave).
I can imagine all of us have had seasons of difficulties.  Actually, some more than others, it seems. Corrie Ten Boom – as above – survived a Nazi concentration camp. She and her family were tortured because they hid Jewish people in their home. She wrote a book about her experiences titled, “The Hiding Place.” Because of a ‘clerical mistake,’ she was released. I see the hand of God in her release as she did. Women her age were not generally released. As people of faith, the times of difficulty test the genuineness of our faith and help us grow in faith.  Corrie Ten Boom kept her faith amid horrific circumstance. She also shared that as she walked with the Lord, year after year, she understood less and less and just ‘abided under the shadow of the Almighty’ more and more. (Psalm 91.1)
Another woman of faith, Joni Earekson Tada, wrote a book and writes, “true wisdom-it’s found not in being able to figure out why God allows tragedies to happen, it is found in trusting God when you can’t figure things out. God is attracted to the weak, He is drawn to the needy, and He is near those who acknowledge their spiritual poverty. God lavishes His grace on those who consider themselves undeserving.” That describes many of us.
Some days are more difficult than others, but we have hope. We have the Living God Who leads us and guides us each day. When He leads us into the ‘wilderness’ – so to speak – He walks with us. One of the most encouraging scriptures to me describing God’s Divine providence and His making a way where there looked like there was not a visible way for help is Psalm 77.19 (the NLT) that reads, “Your road led through the sea…a pathway no one knew was there.” God is leading and He gives hope to those who feel they have no hope. He has 1,000 ways to deliver us from our circumstances.
We are encouraged to come to place where we say what Habakkuk 3.17-18 says – “Though the fig tree does not blossom, and there is no fruit on the vines, though the product of the olive fails and fields yield no food ,though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls, Yet will I rejoice in the Lord…” He is a faithful God to help us.
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Amazing

Don’t we all love those days when everything goes right. Work is good, family is happy, lines at the store are short, you hit all the lights green, no flat tire today, you won a scratch off! Wow, life doesn’t get better. It is easy at these times – when things seem to go smoothly and our performance seems adequate – to think we are on God’s A-list and must be loved and valued.

Then there are those not-so-great days. Bad news at work, family struggling, bills mounting, taxes due,- and on and on the list may go.  It is these days – when we feel discouraged, we may tend to think we are not on God’s “A-list.” The truth is we are on God’s A -list each and every day. No matter how many mistakes we make or bad days we have, God is always our Father.

The ‘amazing’ thing is that our lives have always been and always will be about grace. Amazing Grace. The Bible tells us “It is by grace (God’s undeserved favor) that we are saved from any punishment or judgment and made partakers of Christ’s salvation….it is a gift from God.” We start in grace, we walk every day in grace, and we end our lives on this side of heaven because of grace. (Ephesians 2.7-10)

Another special part of the Bible encourages me more of how amazing grace is –  2 Corinthians 7-11 confirms that Moses’ face shown so much with the Glory of God when he came from Sinai with the law they had to put a veil over his face. They could not look at the brilliance. Now the law is passed – God’s Word continues to ask us ‘How much more glory is there in grace- that will never pass away?’  These Words touched my heart in such a real and personal way when I needed to realize the magnificence of His grace to me and everyone.

Sometimes I judge others harshly. I see them as unable to be more like God, happier, more positive, less ‘human’ to be honest. Frail. Failing to be perfect. Easy to point fingers at others when I should be pointing them at myself for the many mistakes I make each day. Then, I see God again as the Giver of Amazing Grace to me and the ones I judge incorrectly. God does not see them the tainted way I do.

No matter how many difficult days we have, God is in each and every moment. God is Love and Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love NEVER fails. (1 Corinthians 13) And we have Jesus – our High Priest – who is touched with the feeling of our infirmity – any inability to cope, any weakness, and inherent flaws – anything we struggle with. (Hebrews 4.15) Isn’t it wonderful that we have a Savior Who knows everything about us – the good, the bad, and the ugly- , loves us with an everlasting love beyond our comprehension, does not hold our shortcomings against us, and wants to have us as His children. It truly is Amazing Grace.

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Personal Relationship

Being born a long time ago makes me feel pretty old – especially when I meet someone born in 2002. Can you imagine not knowing who Fonzi is? Or not having seen the Monkies live on Ed Sullivan? Who’s Ed Sullivan some ask? Yes, I get it. I used to wonder what it was like in the 1920’s. There are those who remember.

That brings me to my current blog. I recently learned of the 1973 film Sleeper. I have never seen the film, but understand that in the movie, Woody Allen plays a character who wakes up 200 years after being frozen in a scientific experiment. He is given a stack of photographs from our century to identify. This prompts a series of hilarious one-liners. I’ll bet everyone who has ever looked at old photos can relate. In Sleeper, one of the photos was of the late Billy Graham. Woody Allen pauses, then says, “Billy Graham…claimed to have a personal relationship with God.” The audience, of course, cracks up. That is how absurd the idea sounds to many people. Especially in this ‘new’ age.

I think it’s pretty sad to think a relationship with God is absurd. I had a co-worker who wrote an email to my boss stating I was mentally ill for claiming to have a relationship with the Living God. The Bible outlines how Jesus came to us, was born a Baby, lived, did many miracles and taught people just like us, died, and rose from the grave so we could have a personal relationship with Him. The dictionary defines personal as ‘individual, private, as one’s own, intended for use by one person.’

There are many questions facing us today. Do we walk this walk alone? Is there an unseen Providence? Are our steps really ordered by the Lord? (Proverbs 20.24) Should we pray about things or just trust medication or the ‘new way’ of making ourselves feel valuable and with purpose? Michael W. Smith sings a song about Providence. Some of the words are, “The Hand of Providence, Oh, it’s evident, we could never make it on our own.” I see God in everything.

I know it is God’s intent that everyone know Him in a special and personal way – not in imagination about what He is like and Who He is, but in a real and personal way. In a way that pictures of us will prompt the on-looker to say, ‘They claimed to have a personal relationship with God.’ What a nice thing to say about someone.

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A Two Way Street

It’s not just because I am a veterinarian that I think pets are the most wonderful things we can have in our lives. My entire family moved 800 miles away and left me and my dog, Rudy, to take care of everything. What an unexpected turn of events. To be honest, at first, I was afraid to be alone where I had never lived alone. Rudy has surprised me and has been my faithful companion through it all. He has been quiet, but when needed, shows me he will not let anything or anyone hurt me – at least not without a fight from him. Feeling more safe is just one lovely thing a pet can bring us.

Studies have confirmed the benefits of pets. But all pet owners have always known this. Pets are more than just ‘dogs’ and ‘cats’ and whatever else is called ‘pet’ in your home. I have friends who lost spouses and their pets are their company, their happiness, their depression cure, and more. They talk to their pets, share meals (and don’t tell their veterinarians), watch TV with them, sleep with them, play with them, and many other activities.

Studies show that pets lower blood pressure, pet owners live longer, are happier, experience less depression, and heal faster when ill. To love a pet is not only to be healthier and happier, it is to have a pet that loves us too. Cat owners have 30% reduction in heart attacks. Pets normalize brain chemistry. This is why they are used for those struggling with post traumatic stress, autism, courtroom activities, and drug addiction. Having a pet to take care of helps with depression and a loss of meaning in life. It gives us something to look forward to. Interacting with a pet helps the brain and emotions better and faster than any medication. Anxiety and depression and stress are less – even in those that still choose unhealthy habits such as smoking or high fat diets.

Now, I take Rudy to work with me every day. When off a few days ago, I left him at home while I attended a camera class. When I arrived back home, one would have thought I was gone for 6 years instead of 6 hours. He jumped and played and was so happy to see me. The next morning, while getting ready for work, Rudy sat by the door near his harness – making certain he was not left at home. He never did this before.

Pets are living beings to have contact and interaction with that want to and have time for us. We truly rescue each other. So, we give thanks to the pets that bless our lives with happiness, love, and companionship.

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Coincidence?

Many years ago I attended a Christmas concert my step daughter sang in. Before she came to the stage, the younger children sang their songs. One sweet little song was, “Must Be Santa.” The first graders were darling as they sang, “Cap on head…” and put their little hands on their heads.  Then they patted their chests as they sang, ‘suit of red.’ The little ones continued, “Special night, beard that’s white,” and, of course, rubbed their chins. Then they sang, “Must be Santa.”

For years I remembered that little song and wanted the music. I contacted  the school, but was unable to obtain any music. I searched the internet and many stores. One Saturday, while working in Sandusky, Ohio, I shopped at a small flea market. I was amazed! On one of the tables was a children’s Christmas song book with “Must Be Santa” as one of the songs. I purchased it for the high price of 25 cents! I still have it. Some may say this was a coincidence, however, I believe nothing is a coincidence and it was God’s way of showing me He not only knows everything about the universe and the world. He knows every detail about us. He knew I was looking for this book. Proverbs 16.33 says, [even the events that seem accidental are really ordered by Him].

Not convinced? Well, I have read the Amplified version of the Bible for many years. My original Bible is so worn, it is in 17 sections. I thought it time to purchase a new one. I looked for a very long time – in Christian bookstores, on Amazon, anywhere I thought I could buy one. No luck. Then, one day, I was shopping at a thrift store about 15 minutes from my Ohio home and what did I see? An Amplified Bible in perfect condition. The thrift store had a policy to give the Bibles in the store for free. I was amazed by the God I love finding something as simple as a Bible for me.

Still not convinced? Well, I love yellow flowers. It came to my attention that there are yellow lilacs. I only knew of white and lavender – which I already have both of. Money was a little tight one year and I was unable to order any flowers or shrubs. I had previously ordered roses from a company that sent me a box I was not expecting. Inside were lovely yellow lilacs. I called the company and they said to keep the box when I offered to send it back. Coincidence? Not in my book.

If you still are not convinced – one night I was on-call for horses. I had just lost a job and wanted pizza for dinner, but did not have the extra money to spend. I was called to a farm where a young horse was having stomach pain. I treated the horse, but the owners asked me to stay the night because the weather was snowy and they did not think I would be able to make it back if the foal needed me. I stayed, they treated me to dinner. When he brought in the pizza, he said, ‘I was going to get chicken, but I decided to get this. I hope this is ok.’ I said, ‘Yes, very ok.’ He had no idea, but I did. I whispered a thanks to the God I love.

I have at least 100 stories just like these. Vehicles I bought over the years, clothing I desired and needed, and many other ‘things’ God provided from His rich and unending supply.

The Bible tells us the very hairs on our head are numbered. (Matthew 10.30) God is in the details for sure.  The Bible also tells us nothing is trivial to God. (Job 36.5) That means He knows everything about you and me, the secret things we have in our hearts are not only known to Him, but very important to Him too. I am convinced of this. This is another way He wants to show us how much He loves us.

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Perseverance

Prayer equals love in my opinion. There is a debate among people of faith. Some feel if a prayer is prayed, the work is done. They claim that faith says ‘the thing asked for was presented to God, so there is no need to continue to make petition.’ Others feel persevering prayer is necessary at times. I been on both sides of this debate at different times in different circumstances.
I believe prayer is the mystery of Christianity and prayers are not only powerful, they are precious –  Revelation 5.8 tells us “…and they had golden bowls full of incense (fragrant spices..), which are the prayers of God’s people (the saints).” God saves our prayers.
At times I am deceived to feel my prayers don’t matter. Sometimes delays in answers causes this. Sometimes others’ opinion that God does whatever He wishes without regard for our prayers causes my deception. Many challenge the worth of prayer by pointing out how some prayers never get answered. I choose to pray anyway in faith that prayer impacts the unseen world. I do not know what happens as I pray, but God does.
The Bible gives me several examples of persevering prayer. One personal favorite is in 1 Kings 18.41-45. There has been no rain for an extended time. Elijah begins to pray for rain, but nothing happens. He servant even says, “There is nothing.” But Elijah continues to pray. In fact, he prayed 7 times. Then, finally, a small cloud began to form. As they continued to watch, bigger and bigger and more and more clouds formed until it began to pour. Answered prayer.
In the Book of Esther, the people were in danger. The Bible says she began to “…make supplication …and plead …for the lives of her people.” (Esther 4.8) I have loved ones with difficulties that are of great concern to me. I am convinced my love for these individuals is pale in comparison to the love God has for them. As I read scripture, I see how Esther was moved to help her ‘people.’
I also read how healing happened when fathers and mothers asked for their children, such as in Matthew 8.5-13. This compels me to be bold in prayer and hold nothing back. I pray that the ones I love have healthy relationships, be happy in life, be well, have healed hearts and bodies and minds, have good lives, strong positive behavior patterns and leave the old destructive lives behind. I pray because my Savior died and is alive for all these prayers to be answered.
I “pray without ceasing.” (1 Thessalonians 5.17)
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Summer 2018

Summer – a new season is here! Sunshine! Warmth! Time for so many fun things. My summers are filled with swimming, fishing, kayaking, and ocean fun. I love it- it’s time to do all of these things all over again. Summer is also a time for cook outs – lots of hamburgers, dogs, steaks and sausages on the grill, macaroni salad, picnics and outings with family and friends. It feels like vacation every day. We also enjoy walks in the wooded areas and on the beach, bike rides and movies. We spend time planting flowers as well as watering and weeding them.

Summer is also a time for relaxation. Like the lizard I love in this photo, I want to sit back and take it easy, strum my guitars and enjoy. When I play my guitar, violin, or piano, I am reminded that I am not that great. Even with practice, practice, and practice, I still can’t play for anyone to hear. But I still enjoy making music. I am almost a musician.

I also dabble in artwork. There is nothing I like better in life that sitting and creating a beautiful picture. I work furiously with my art teacher to do this. She and I realize my limitations, but she still works with me. We laugh and joke and work on a given project for the day. We are friends. I don’t let my mediocrity stop me. She likes that. I am almost an artist.

I also enjoy writing. Beatrix Potter said there is nothing more delightful than sitting to create a new story – or something like that. I agree. I have so many ideas floating around in my head at one time I have to jot notes to remember all of them. I am currently working on a little story about some search and rescue dogs searching for Christmas. Many adventures await them in my story. I am almost a writer.

Time for dinner and it’s my turn to cook. So, what do I do? Well, I visit our local grocery store – Publix – where they claim it is a pleasure to shop. It is. Everything is fresh and delicious and there are many items to choose from. I rush in and out with my fried chicken and potato salad and home to have dinner with Dad. I am almost a cook.

Well, summer is beginning. We are off to a great start. Many things to do. Hope all is well in your neck of the woods and you are ready for adventure. Happy Summer 2018 to all! And enjoy everything – whether you are almost perfect of not.

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Memorial Day

I understand today is the ‘real’ Memorial Day. We celebrated two days ago, but today I want to send a heart felt deep appreciation to all those who made it possible for me and everyone I love to live in our great Country.

I have had the privilege of being a free citizen and able to pursue my happiness for over 50 years because brave men and women gave everything for me to have everything. I hold the flag high as a symbol of all I have been allowed to enjoy.

My family contributed to the freedom we enjoy and the life I am blessed to live. I want to thank all my FB friends who share posts with me and serve our country proudly. I want to thank those whose families have also served to allow us to live under the blanket of protection we enjoy each and every day.

In these uncertain times, I continue to pray for my great Nation to prosper and continue the belief that we have all been endowed by our Creator with certain unalienable rights- and among those, the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. We are in times that trouble can strike any moment, however, our Creator is Bigger and Stronger than any adversity we may encounter. We are told in the Bible of all the things that are yet to come and not be afraid. We are told to keep our eyes on Jerusalem and continue to pray for peace in Jerusalem. As we continue to help other nations, may God continue to bless us and ours.

May we never forget that each and every day is Memorial Day. Days to continually remember the sacrifice of the ones who made our dreams and safety possible. Thank you.

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Something Old, Something New

My Aunt asked me once why I read the same Book over and over. She said she thought it would be boring. I said that I have read the Bible over and over for over 40 years because each and every day, the Living God shows me something new in His Word. It is the most exciting thing that happens to me. When I sit to read, I open my Bible and ask, ‘What will the Lord say to me today?’

I am never disappointed. The Word comes alive as I read it over and over. The Lord is faithful each time I need a Word from Him to show me a special Word for the moment I need it. Recently, I have been consumed with care for my loved ones. Sometimes I think God has forgotten us, but I am very wrong. He is on the job at all times, in all places, and for all things that concern me and my loved ones.

During Bible study one night, I experienced something that is old as something new to me. The Book of Exodus was written many years ago and I read this Book many times during the over 40 years I have spent reading my Bible. Somehow, I had never seen Exodus 28 in any particular way. In fact, the verses had no significant meaning to me until a few days ago. The verses read: “and you will take two onyx stones and engrave the names of the sons of Israel…” I sensed God whispering something new to me as He said, “and you will take two onyx stones and engrave the names of your loved ones..” The Word continues, “and Aaron shall bear their names before the Lord on his shoulders of remembrance…” God again whispered to me, “and you shall bear your loved ones’ names before the Lord on your shoulders of remembrance.” The Word continues, “there shall be ….stones with the names of….. and they shall be on Aaron’s heart, when he goes in before the Lord…” God again whispered to me, “your loved ones shall be on your heart when you come to Me.” And they are.

The ones I love truly are on my heart and I come before the Lord for them. The ones of my family, the ones I meet each and every day, the ones I know struggle. The poor and homeless I see. The ones that the Living God has not forgotten. They are on my heart as living stones that have their names engraved upon my heart as symbolism as I go before the Living God in prayer for them.

He has not forgotten us and reminds me in a special and personal way through His Word each and every time I open my beloved Bible to see what He will say to me today. What will He use to encourage me today? What will He use to teach me today? What will He use to guide me today? It’s all there, waiting for me to open the Bible and spend time with Him and His Word. He shows me He is waiting for me to bring the loved ones on my heart to Him in prayer. Who’s on your heart to take to the Lord today?

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Heidi

In a movie about detective Elliot Ness, he repeatedly says, “Let’s go do some good.”  One day Mr. Ness walked into the locker room to overhear the men he worked with laughing and mockingly saying, “LET’S GO DO SOME GOOD.”  They stopped when they noticed him standing there.

I have always remembered these lines in the movie because, crazy as it may seem, I want to ‘do some good’ each day. I recently visited my farm and family and friends in Ohio. I imagine one day just going for fun, but needed to cut 5 of my 30 acres of grass/fields, take care of groundhog issues, substitute teach, and many other work-related things. I was also asked to do some veterinary work while in town.

On Thursday I arrived at my friend’s home to administer rabies vaccines to her many dogs. She shared one of her dogs was having discharge and was not spayed. Uh-oh. Problem for sure. Since my friend does not have abundant financial resources and Heidi is 12 years old, she knew the pet would eventually suffer if not spayed, so she asked me to not allow her to suffer. The difficulty in this situation was that the pet was still doing well and savable, but not forever.

I did not know what to tell her, so at first I said nothing. Being in town without any equipment, medication, a surgery table, and everything necessary to help her pet, I was at a loss, but really wanted to try to ‘do some good.’ I made a phone call to a man who fired me 5 years ago, but we have still remained friends. I told him about Heidi and how I had nothing to work with and would not be upset if he refused, but really wanted to help my friend and her dog. I asked for help.

On Friday, I was busy finishing up my farm chores when I received the news that this man graciously extended his facility and all I needed to help Heidi. Elated, I drove into town as fast as I could. I had limited time because my rental car needed to be returned, I needed to trade out a fan I purchased for a friend and return the first fan, and try to squeeze in a complicated dog spay. I phoned my friend to tell her the news that it would not cost any money to try. We have been offered help. I phoned her at least 10 times on her cell and home phone. She assured me her work was completed by 12:30pm and it was already 1:30pm.

I said to myself how I would tell her how angry I was that I was trying to get a hold of her, made these special arrangements, etc and she couldn’t even answer her phone!! After all, that’s why we have convenient phones. Finally, we connected. She cried when I told her we were going to try. I never did yell at her.

The surgery went well, Heidi recovered and my friend still has her precious pup. We did some good. It feels good. They have more time together.

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